Post: #21

I used to wear 1 spray of AM with 2 sprays of Bliss and found younger women really responded better than expected. I would like to try Orbital with AM or AV.

Post: #22

I did some babysitting for a friend. Had a lot of fun on bliss and managed to keep up with him. I used to keep up with kids energy levels before mones, but with bliss it made it easier for me to be more carefree and use my creativity and imagination. I feel similar on love boat, as if the weight or seriousness of being an adult is not on my shoulders as much. There was no crash on love boat or bliss when babysitting.

I think the crash I got from bliss at work was because it is not the most blissful place for me and so it is not congruent with the mones. Also I need to concentrate more on left brain logical stuff and bliss makes me more right brained and creative and kind of makes it harder to concentrate on serious left brain stuff. Love boat had a crash at work, but it was not as bad as bliss.

I am starting to notice what some people mean when they say some socials make you "beta" by themselves. I have to be around certain people for me to open up on this stuff. If I am around rude people or anyone I don't like I am more likely to shut down on this stuff, because they are not feeling my blissful vibe and I don't want to express a more loving and caring side to hateful people. I just feel like getting away from them. I don't feel like answering shit tests or talking back, I just want to get away.

That being said I still love socials the best of all mones, I just have to be around the right people. When I have to be around people I don't like, "alpha" mones or ghosting are my favorite options. Ghosting is better sometimes, cause people can't mess with you if they don't recognize your signature they will just look at you really strange but not talk to you. I prefer alphas at work and ghosting in a more relaxed setting where I want to chill, but am getting shit from people.