Spoilers: I didn't have sex or intimate encounters beyond dancing last night. I did 1 spray of MX297 right before the band went on, so there the test is skewed as far as standalone but I will definitely do a single test (and I tested 297 earlier in the day, so I'm not totally blind) and post here. I had a cup of coffee this morning and got drunk last night, so I want to take that into account. I have also been listening to subs more consistently for the past few weeks.
It is 4 something today and I still feel fuckin awesome!!! Excuse my language but that is the best way to describe it. This is my first time using a gel and it is really cool.
Around 6pm yesterday, I did 1 pump. However, since it was the first, I was unsure if it was a full dose so I did one more, so 2 pumps. The self-effects: godly. Only one substance has made me feel this way...ecstasy. I used to do ecstasy years ago and this feels pretty much like really good/intense ecstasy but without the teeth grinding. I haven't showered today and I still feel it. I hope I don't crash...
My mind is going a mile a minute and time is passing by super quickly but to me it feels slow. I want to just stick to the main aspects of my experience so far without getting into too much narrative. Still, this is gonna be loooooooonnnng but for science!
After applying, I felt like I was on an ascending roller coaster. Click click click click click. Ho-lee shhhhhugar sandwiches! I expose my female roommate a bit (I was printing something right next to her). In a few minutes she calls ME to come out of MY ROOM to tell me about my cologne (Montale black aoud) and how it smells like her grandma/old people. Usually, she only does that if I need to give her money for utilities or is looking for something. Our conversation had a building sexual tension to it that, though I secretly invite, was awkward when it was actually happening. Within minutes, our convo turned sexual in nature...
7:45pm I go to pick up nips for the show from the liquor store because I'm cheap/smart like that. I walk right up to the cute blonde cashier with a confidence like James Bond. I was in total control of myself and had great eye contact AND witty banter, usually I only do one or the other. She definitely responded...she was kinda bitchy/stone to the dudes in front of me and usually she seems like a hipster in dread but she smiled wide for me!
8:15pm I went to a bar, since the band wasn't on for another hour. NOOO. By the way, walking the streets I was upright and looking people in the eyes warmly. Funny thing is, I've been actively trying to have better posture and thought I had been doing well but I felt a difference on 69. Anyways, they were patting people down before the show. I could've easily snuck in the nips but I felt a truth serum effect and just told them. I went outside to 'confiscate' the nips. I confiscated one but decided I couldn't handle another so fast. I asked this couple if they were comfortable sneaking my nip in her purse. Awkward for them, not for me lol. I hid it near the bottom of the trash can
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8:55pm In the venue, I quickly met up with my friend and her friends. Young, like 21 year olds. I decide to spray MX297 out of curiosity and meet them on the floor (I was a bit self-conscious about the aoud and wanted the Akuto scent to cut it a bit. And I wanted to see what would happen, obviously). To sum: I danced with a lesbian, who grinded all up on me. I was getting looks from one of her friends (who had a boyfriend) HEAVY. I'm talking reckless eyeballing. I danced and was physical with my friend and her friend. The dude next to me (a friend of hers as well) kept giving me major respect and passing me alcohol. I think his girlfriend was jealous of the attention he was giving me, no lie. I kept screaming about a bottle of good vodka they had on stage and finally, a band member poured me some and handed it out to the crowd.
I snatched that shit, turned around, raised that glass to the crowd and said YEEEEEEAAAAAHHHH!!!! Then chugged it. After the show, the lesbians told me how much they enjoyed me but I don't remember exactly what they said, I was pretty drunk haha. And my nip was still by the trash!! You knoowwww!
11:30pm?? We went to a pizza place with my friend and her friend (female). The other couples left mid-show...I want to think that they were so horny, they had to leave hahaha. We sat at a table with 3 asians (2 male, 1 female). I just ran the show...not too overbearing I don't think, as I usually get when I'm super drunk. The "alpha" Asian guy left after a few minutes to work a crowd of his own.
When I left, I ran into a friend of mine (male). I said goodbye to the girls and started walking with him. This girl was kinda in-step behind us going the same direction and I just brought her in our conversation, like it was no big deal. I literally turned back and just starting talking to her lol. And she did join in but I don't remember our convo too well. I'm too faded at that point, memory is shot.
Woke up this morning around 6:50. Within minutes I was like ohh baby, am I still feeling this stuff? I have been super confident, ecstatic and in harmony all day. Everything is so clear...like I cracked the matrix. I drove to a Buddhist meeting that was about an hour out. After the meeting and talking with a friend, I get a call from SteveO from PheromoneXS! We have an awesome conversation about pheromones. As were talking, I'm sitting in my hot ass car just sweating with the windows up. When I get off the phone, I roll my windows down and head back.
As I'm driving back, I start orgasming HARD. Seriously, I was high as a kite! Everything in the universe was in harmony and the moments were pure bliss. Disclaimer: I practice Buddhism, so I do get a lot of pleasure (although not as intense) from prayer and exerting myself for world peace here in my community. I feel so peaceful and clear headed, apologizing to DWR and Mark came easy as pie.
Conclusion: This is my favorite pheromone product of the moment, without question. There is still a lot to learn but let me tell you how amazing it is to be feeling this awesome instead of a hangover, which I should have (although that McDonalds probably soaked up all the alcohol! haha). It functions just like ecstasy to me: makes me feel really good and my social inhibitions drop, making it easier to initiate conversation. I think it will also make a great base to pair with something more sexual, but we'll see! Pure sorcery man, pure sorcery...