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Alright guys, this ones a little personal. As some of you were aware, a couple of months ago, my friend couldn't stop beating the meat. It got to a point where it was affecting his relationship, his attraction, and his general demeanor.

I helped him overcome that through some weird tactics, but so far he's good. He lapses every once in a while, but he's getting better.

Unfortunately, and sadly I'm in his situation. Except mine is a little worse. I don't know when it started, but when it did it became very frequent. I was doing it a couple of times of week. Why? I don't know, but mostly because of boredom with anything else, and the stimuli I get from looking at sexy ass chicks.

I recently tried to stop, and deleted the favorites I had for various "stimuli" and everything. I lasted about a week and a half, and then relapsed. Relapses happen, but its to the point now where I need to do something about it because I feel like shit after it. It's not that easy for those thinking "if he feels like shit, why not just fucking stop".. trust me, I argue about this with myself every single time. Therefore, I'm posting this thread here, instead of my journal.

I'm calling on my family online to assist me and assist themselves. I need to tell someone about it, but the forum provides more of a anonymity aspect that I think I can use. By sharing my goals, it'll only drive me to keep them because that's just how the human brain works, so I'm thinking of giving it a go.

I know there are some in the same shoes, or a worse position, and I'd like to call on every single one of you (women included) to take the NO FAP challenge with me.

I'm going to go fap-free as of today, and although I won't be documenting day by day events for no reason, I'm going to be honest to myself, and you, and report back IF lapses occur. Which they won't.

If you guys would like to join me, post here, just stating that you're in, and you can share why if you'd like. The support is needed from you guys, because I've been struggling internally with this for a while, and found this my only outlet.

Thanks PT!

EDIT: For those that don't know what "fapping" means - masturbating.